Hold me tight.

I am feeling defeated.
I am feeling down.
Come on baby,
Come and Hold me tight,
Hold me still.
So that I can feel your breath,
so that I can feel your heart beat.
Stay like that,
even for a moment.

adios.

It has jus been 3 weeks since I knew this girl. in orkut.
Every body loved her. I too, admired her a lot.

She was very beautiful. even more cheerful.
full of smiles.

And then this guy, my frnd proposed to her.
I was little jealous.
Well, I was even worried when Aish got engaged to lil B. :P
But very happy.
He would protect her big smiles. He was perfect for her.
She was very happy that day.

May be. too perfect.
It happened. suddenly. jus too sudden.
She is gone. Even he couldn't do any thing.
He was jus a spectator and victim to the greatest tragedy. jus like we others.

How would I have ever guessed, I would be writing a good-bye note in the space I reserved for dedicating a nice poem, for that beautiful smile.

I was crying. jus like a child. wondering why..? why it should ever happen to us..? wondering why am I crying this much for a girl I didn't even talk with directly.

she left early.
little too early.
rest well girl. no worries.
rest in peace.



To the most beautiful girl I ever knew.



To Swap.

For every moment I don't know you..

She whispered to me
Why are you so moody?
Worried you would never find me?

I smiled.
No, my Love!
I was just thinking,
For every moment I don't know you,
And for every minute our union gets late,
I am losing a BEAUTIFUL moment of my life, mate!

Group chat with gtalk ids!

Name few things in which gtalk is still lagging behind yahoo messenger!
smileys, private conference..

Both are taken care in gtalk gadget.
Smileys were introduced weeks ago.
But just today Group Chat is also introduced.

So just sign in with your gmail id in Gtalk Gadget Client.
nd njoy both features. :)

Here is my group chat with my friend RamaKanth, who has volunteered to experiment with two ids of him. :P



Lets just wait till both these features gets included in new gtalk version! ;)

I LET LOOSE MY HEART

I let loose my heart,
It started wandering.
Every time another heart comes close
Only to give it more pain.
The fault is mine,
I LET LOOSE MY HEART.

all my stupid Poems

My poem came with love and nearly gone with it.

Here are all my poems I added in the blog.

Take a deep breath and go ahead!!

Start from the last.

I treasure those moments!
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2006/08/i-treasure-those-moments.html

Change
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2006/03/change.html

rejection
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2006/03/rejection.html

I tried the best I could
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2006/01/i-tried-best-i-could.html

Its just not that
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2005/10/tiny-piece-of-poem.html

When I am alone
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2005/08/tiny-piece-of-poem.html

Just vocab!

1, abate = subside, moderate

as in "They waited for the storm to abate."

2, abet = assist, usually in doing something wrong

3, abeyance = suspended action

4, abject = wretched, lacking pride, hopeless

5, aberrant = abnormal, deviant

as in "aberrant data"

6, abjure = renounce upon oath

7, ablution = cleansing, washing

8, abortive = unsuccessful, fruitless

9, abrogate = abolish

as in "The rule has been abrogated by mutual consent."

10, abscond = depart secretly and hide

as in "She absconded from every children's home she was kept in."

11, absolve = pardon an offense

12, abstemious = sparing from eating and drinking

13, abstruse = difficult to understand

14, abut = adjoin

15, accomodate = making space, help, adjust

16, accost = approach in person, come up to, approach with an offer of sexual favours

17, Accoutrement = the equipment needed for a paricular activity or way of life

18, accretion = an increase by natural growth or addition, accumulation

as in "he scrapped away the accretions of paint"

19, acquiesce = to agree, to accept sth without arguing, even if you do not really agree with it

20, acrophobia = the fear of heights

a lotz of things happnd.

yes, a lot.
since I last posted here.
Blogger is out of beta, and I don't know what he meant by tht. I havn't checked the so-called new features though I upgraded mine.
And yeah, my new blog, http://www.mypics-pvvdprasad.blogspot.com/ is out. My little brother said, he wanted to look at my pictures, and I thought blogging them would be a good option.
Well, all these things happen. But, by lot, I didn't mean just these. I proposed to a girl, and failed. Well, its my first one, and I know I made a mess out of it. Wish me better luck next time :)
Oh, I forgot, today is 'Sankranthi', and that means nothing to me, staying at an Elite institute in north India. They don't even bother to give a holiday. Well, that's that. There was a function yesterday, organized by 'Telugu Cultural Association'. We attended that, and yeah, dinner was great.
I called home, and all my brothers & cousins are home. My sister said, my niece was searching whole home for me. I was very happy, though I know it was just said to make me happy. I wish I were there.
Oh, time is up. I have a lot of things to do today. Shall wash my clothes, take a bath, by any means, as today is Sankranthi. Got a lot of anime to watch, and should study for GATE, even a little. I strongly believe that ocean is only made by lot of rain drops. So I study only very little at a time.
Bubye, till next time.

untitled

Its a long time since my last post. I am busy doing lot of not-so-necessary things. Yes, there you get it. I was at home for vacation after a lot of niggering whether to go or not. I was thinking of doing so much programming (project, CFD assignments) once I come back. Its already one week, but I am not really into it. Matlab window is always open in my Windows, but never has been the active window. I am really stuck with anime. Guess I am addicted to it, like I was to net browsing before it. Guess one goes only for the other to come.
But I am really making good progress in learning (or byhearting, whatever you call..) vocabulary, or atleast I think so. Quizroom- Guess The Word BOT in our dcplusplus hub is really useful in that matter. At the end, I hope doing something ( how much small it may be...) is better than nothing.
Hope I would get into my old track soon.

Much awaited direct connection to Internet is resumed..

Without much ado, we came to know that direct connection to internet is working when admin of our DC hub sent pm to all members.
From now onwards, no need of clumsy tunnelling for peer to peer network utilities like torrents, limewire, IRC clients etc. Well, now without tunnelling, everyone tries to download stuff through torrents, so speeds may come down. Thats the dark side.
Well, whatever, from now onwards, browsing is more fun for us.

edit: Well, it would have been fun, if it continued. No longer its working. God knows what happened.

Exam Blues

Exams can be quite nerve racking, if you are really really serious.
Otherwise they can be quite entertaining.
Well, I have a lot of good things to say about my exam days.

You need not attend classes, not to mention tiresome labs.
You can listen to music 24 x 7. You may try all the new genres.
You can go to cheddis everyday with your buddies and bhat about how stupid exams are, and how ineffecient your professors are.
You find an excuse to bunk gym.
No need to go for morning/ evening practices.
Well, you may actually learn something!

Well, I end up watching a lots of anime anywayz.

Another stupid update

Melancholy = pensive sadness; mental depression etc.
Point-blank = a close range shot; (of a remark) blunt or direct.

These days I got hooked to linux (fc5). There were many temporary sessions of obsessions with linux with me, but I should say this time its rather stable.I am starting feel stupid about bugging people about every tiny problem without putting a fair effort myself. Well, thats for better.

Vocabulary Update

Here are some new entries. Well, English lang is exciting in a sense that many complex feelings can be concisely expressed in a single word which is otherwise rare to find in other langs.


poach = hunt illegally

grotesque = abnormal and hideous (in size)

deja vu = the experience of thinking a new situation had occurred before

masochist = someone who obtains pleasure from receiving punishment

importunate = making pressing or persistent requests

truant = one who is absent from school without permission; hooky player


I was looking at word 'protagonist', but couldn't understand its meaining clearly. It has meaning like 'principal character', but I doubt it has broader meaning. Somehow I tend to think that it means arrogant male character!

I treasure those moments!

When we had laughed together,
when I was angry at you after a silly fight,
when we sat side by side just staring into the space,
when we were wondering what we will be doing after few years,
I treasure those moments.
May be we haven't talked much lately,
but I just want to say a few words
"Happy Friendship Day, my dear friend!"
and I am grateful to the God, that I met you.

Do you know?

Have you ever wondered how the Orkut "Add to my crush-list" option
works?

Most of us are scared to add someone to our crush-list because of the
fear that he/she will get a notification from Orkut that you have added
him/her on your crush-list...

YES, they will get such a notification. But that is only if they too
add you on their crush list. In fact, you both will get a message from
Orkut if you both have added each other on your respective crush lists.

It will help the cause of many
people and who knows, you may be the lucky one too!!!

So start adding people to your crush-lists now and spreading this vital
information!!!

You have a question? We have Answers!

Done with Blogging?
Well, there is no end for Cyber fun!
Check this out if you haven't. Yahoo!ANSWERS

Answer a Question/ Ask one. Doesn't sound like much fun?
Because its not all. There is the point system. Answer one's question to brag 2 points. If your answer is selected 'best answer' by the questioner, 10 points go into your pocket! But when you ask a question, 5 points will be deducted from your score. And there are different levels. Increase your score to reach higher level. Just like a online game, isn't it? But its fun cum knowledge (whatever it is!).

Ofcourse, your existing yahoo id is sufficient! Also check My Yahoo!. They got really exciting templates and easy edit options.
Have fun!

Godavari- a movie of its own class

'Godavari'- ee vesavi challaga untundi, the second telugu movie from Sekhar Kammula didn't fall below expectations of 'Anand' fans. It didn't miss the sensitivity touch that the director mastered in 'Anand'. This movie is far better than 'Anand ' in one aspect, language. 'Chakkani telugu nudikaaram' is felt through out the movie.
The main attraction for the movie is certainly the main character, Sriram . Sumanth made his mark. His look suited very well for the movie. Though I'm not his fan, I am certainly surprised by his command of expressions in the movie. His costumes suit his chracterization. I wish he would continue in these type of roles rather than mass roles.
'Maradalu/ Maama kooturu' character is very very well played. She is beautiful and you will certainly like her cute histrionics.
'Seeta/SeetaMaaLaxmi' , the heroine character is well played as well. But somehow Bhoomika is seen in her histrionics, or may be I felt like that because Bhoomika is trade mark actor for those kind of egoist girl character. I hardly felt any flaws in acting part of the movie. Every role is well played.
Not to forget, the main plus point of the movie, music by Radhakrishnan added soul to the movie. I loved his background scores along with Slokas,Kritis played in background as in Anand.
It was a wonderful experience for me to watch the movie in a good theatre in Tirupati, that too second show. Certainly the movie is of its own class.

Change

I don't like the way things are going
I don't like the way I am doing things
I can't keep it going like this
I am exhausted of this
I am disgusted
I want to find a new myself
I want to have a new world of mine

I want CHANGE

rejection

I took her hand in my hand,
slowly I said "I Love You".
She rose from her chair,
she was going away from me
along the long carridors till the door
she never looked back.

TheOnlyReason

[frm Roxy's blog]

It takes millions of years for a species to evolve. It takes just a few moments for that species to disappear forever from the globe. The only reason.. The only reason being human beings. The only reason being I. The only reason being YOU.

I pity myself for my inability to cover my arms around the globe and protect it
My arms are not so wide
But could do one thing
I could use your arms as well
No, it’s still not wide enough
Will you call someone else too?
Yes, if more and more join, we could do something!
We could cover the globe so that no green grass falls off it

Mother Earth held us to her breasts till now. Now she is weak and old. It’s our turn to show gratitude. It’s your turn.. Will you?

Somehow I feel bugged. There’re very few (is it so?) who take time for, or love, nature. Is it that they don’t have time to? Where’re you all heading to? Are you so much obsessed with your career and pride and money that you can’t stop a while to think of nature? Or do you think there’re some nature lovers, they’ll do it all? No yaar! It takes efforts from all to preserve every species we have now, every shade of green you’ve seen.

Actually, only a little time is left to repair. So what can we do? Hmm.. Let me think. With this single article, you won’t go out and stand for Kyoto Protocol or raise your voice to defend global warming, will you? You won’t go out and see whether your local government is giving out pesticides and poisons which go up the food chain and damage life on earth, would you?

Kyoto Protocol

I felt the article pretty thought provocating,so took a excerpt frm the original article.