Hold me tight.

I am feeling defeated.
I am feeling down.
Come on baby,
Come and Hold me tight,
Hold me still.
So that I can feel your breath,
so that I can feel your heart beat.
Stay like that,
even for a moment.

adios.

It has jus been 3 weeks since I knew this girl. in orkut.
Every body loved her. I too, admired her a lot.

She was very beautiful. even more cheerful.
full of smiles.

And then this guy, my frnd proposed to her.
I was little jealous.
Well, I was even worried when Aish got engaged to lil B. :P
But very happy.
He would protect her big smiles. He was perfect for her.
She was very happy that day.

May be. too perfect.
It happened. suddenly. jus too sudden.
She is gone. Even he couldn't do any thing.
He was jus a spectator and victim to the greatest tragedy. jus like we others.

How would I have ever guessed, I would be writing a good-bye note in the space I reserved for dedicating a nice poem, for that beautiful smile.

I was crying. jus like a child. wondering why..? why it should ever happen to us..? wondering why am I crying this much for a girl I didn't even talk with directly.

she left early.
little too early.
rest well girl. no worries.
rest in peace.



To the most beautiful girl I ever knew.



To Swap.

For every moment I don't know you..

She whispered to me
Why are you so moody?
Worried you would never find me?

I smiled.
No, my Love!
I was just thinking,
For every moment I don't know you,
And for every minute our union gets late,
I am losing a BEAUTIFUL moment of my life, mate!

Group chat with gtalk ids!

Name few things in which gtalk is still lagging behind yahoo messenger!
smileys, private conference..

Both are taken care in gtalk gadget.
Smileys were introduced weeks ago.
But just today Group Chat is also introduced.

So just sign in with your gmail id in Gtalk Gadget Client.
nd njoy both features. :)

Here is my group chat with my friend RamaKanth, who has volunteered to experiment with two ids of him. :P



Lets just wait till both these features gets included in new gtalk version! ;)

I LET LOOSE MY HEART

I let loose my heart,
It started wandering.
Every time another heart comes close
Only to give it more pain.
The fault is mine,
I LET LOOSE MY HEART.

all my stupid Poems

My poem came with love and nearly gone with it.

Here are all my poems I added in the blog.

Take a deep breath and go ahead!!

Start from the last.

I treasure those moments!
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2006/08/i-treasure-those-moments.html

Change
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2006/03/change.html

rejection
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2006/03/rejection.html

I tried the best I could
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2006/01/i-tried-best-i-could.html

Its just not that
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2005/10/tiny-piece-of-poem.html

When I am alone
http://songofphoenix.blogspot.com/2005/08/tiny-piece-of-poem.html

Just vocab!

1, abate = subside, moderate

as in "They waited for the storm to abate."

2, abet = assist, usually in doing something wrong

3, abeyance = suspended action

4, abject = wretched, lacking pride, hopeless

5, aberrant = abnormal, deviant

as in "aberrant data"

6, abjure = renounce upon oath

7, ablution = cleansing, washing

8, abortive = unsuccessful, fruitless

9, abrogate = abolish

as in "The rule has been abrogated by mutual consent."

10, abscond = depart secretly and hide

as in "She absconded from every children's home she was kept in."

11, absolve = pardon an offense

12, abstemious = sparing from eating and drinking

13, abstruse = difficult to understand

14, abut = adjoin

15, accomodate = making space, help, adjust

16, accost = approach in person, come up to, approach with an offer of sexual favours

17, Accoutrement = the equipment needed for a paricular activity or way of life

18, accretion = an increase by natural growth or addition, accumulation

as in "he scrapped away the accretions of paint"

19, acquiesce = to agree, to accept sth without arguing, even if you do not really agree with it

20, acrophobia = the fear of heights

a lotz of things happnd.

yes, a lot.
since I last posted here.
Blogger is out of beta, and I don't know what he meant by tht. I havn't checked the so-called new features though I upgraded mine.
And yeah, my new blog, http://www.mypics-pvvdprasad.blogspot.com/ is out. My little brother said, he wanted to look at my pictures, and I thought blogging them would be a good option.
Well, all these things happen. But, by lot, I didn't mean just these. I proposed to a girl, and failed. Well, its my first one, and I know I made a mess out of it. Wish me better luck next time :)
Oh, I forgot, today is 'Sankranthi', and that means nothing to me, staying at an Elite institute in north India. They don't even bother to give a holiday. Well, that's that. There was a function yesterday, organized by 'Telugu Cultural Association'. We attended that, and yeah, dinner was great.
I called home, and all my brothers & cousins are home. My sister said, my niece was searching whole home for me. I was very happy, though I know it was just said to make me happy. I wish I were there.
Oh, time is up. I have a lot of things to do today. Shall wash my clothes, take a bath, by any means, as today is Sankranthi. Got a lot of anime to watch, and should study for GATE, even a little. I strongly believe that ocean is only made by lot of rain drops. So I study only very little at a time.
Bubye, till next time.